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Friday, June 23, 2006 { 5:26 AM }

due to some comments received, i've decided to change my blogskin. isn't this better? hahaas...yesterday i was suppose to go back for i-don't-know-what np activity..but then, i went to kk for some doctor's appointment, so i didnt go. i wanted to go. i wanted so much to go, but i couldnt): today is a rather boring day. stayed at home to do my homework..but you see, the ss is driving me crazy. i spent about an hour doing one question..and i'm totally exhausted now. i'm so so drained of my energy right now. i'm hooked up with "shen2 diao1 xia2 lv3". guess i'ld borrow the book someday..i'e got nothing better to blog actually. just crapping..time during the holidays seems to fly mercilessly. in about two days time, school is going to reopen. new timetable and stuffs..seriously, i don't really fancy this new one..i want the old one back! but at least i like the pe day..because it's on THURDAY! but it's only for odd weeks. i guee i should go and do my homeworks now..because i just found out that i've got two tests on the first day of school!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 { 5:07 AM }

actually i've got a few places t go today..like the SANA course and the ytsa thingy..but i didnt go..cuz wasnt feeling too well and i thought i should be staying at home. then i did some of my homeworks and stuff. those remaining..and i guess i forgot to bring some of my books home. school is reopening soon..i'm afraid. i think i havent really caught up in some aspects. as in the work. and i promised mom to at least pass all the subjects. with a B? possible? i dont know..but that's also my wish..for CA only. and SA too. mugg!! there's still the stage building thingy tomorrow..so must go back to school again..haiz..

Sunday, June 18, 2006 { 6:44 AM }

It's sunday today, and we are like suppose to go back to school for that stupid xiao zhuang yuan thingy..so stupid! i woke up at about 6 cuz a lot of people have to wake up early today. mom, dad, nur and me. haiz..this is so..tiring. then i reached there the earliest. of course it's like compare with my class those peeps. then i sat at the concourse and waited for bi ran. she came like a while later..and the first thing she said to me was,"your hair..it's so flat!" ok..nevermind. then we went to meet wu mei xian lao shi..and she briefed us again..because ytd i didnt make it for the briefing. then we went up to find our leaders. so called leaders. and we were like made to wear that eeky vast. so digusting. and they were asking me to take the vast like that..treat me like maid man..and all wanted the L size, so i also took the L for myself. so big lor..almost half of me..and then we waited for those kiddos to come. they all like so small. and then my group got 10 of them..actualli i've got one seat de..but then..all of them came, and i had to give up my seat too): so they had this dance thingys. and i think it's so dumb. like we're all so old. and the dance..it's so chi-na. as in..it's like some kind of a national athem. yea. then they had this exam..haiz just go and memorise. and i don't understand why those parents..the kids are still so young. some as young as 2 years old..and still want them to come for competitions. so pressurising. after the exam, there was this game thingy. different groups will be going to different station. we're like suppose to look after the kids and bring them around. and i'm like a fool can? they ignored my existence! nevermind..anyways, i'm like a zombie..someone without a spirit. hated them right at that point of time..but nevermind..anyways i'm a big time, full time slacker(: should be proud of it yea. they went back after that harmonica performance. the performance is so nice..i liked it so much and i wanna learn it..then there'll be one more instrument to choose. those lil kids had pizzas and we had some lunch box. it's like there's two vegetable and one dont know what tofu thingy..and as usually, i dont eat vegetables, so i went downstairs to buy a cup of corn..and it's like $2 for one small cup of corn? even in some pasa malam oso not that x what..and some more not very nice..haiz..i'm being a bit too fussy here. then they had what zhunag yuan thingy..so we joined in..we're like one of the zhuang yuans like that. hahas..after they went to the hall, they had this photo taking ceremony..and we sat there and talked to huang lao shi and wu lao shi. so funny..actaully they are quit nice lar horh.. after the photo taking, we returned the vasts and left. then i came to this ice-cream stall and i wanted to eat ice-cream. this morning i ate one, but then i wanted another one again..so..we stood there and waited for i don't know what..but there' was this girl who's nice and gave us her coupon. so we all bought "hong2 lv4 deng1" to eat..so nice! i want more!!! tml i shall go and buy and eat lar..
i searched on the net and found some inspiring quotes that may motivate us. and i find it meaningful..shall post it here too(:
"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."
"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command."
- Alan Watts
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
- Carl Jung
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."
- Matthew 7:7-8 (see also verses 9 -12)
"The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires. "
- William Arthur Ward
"Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes."
"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work."
Thomas Alva Edison
"The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives."
Albert Einstein

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 { 7:10 AM }

today i ahd to go back to school again because of the dont know what LMC course. woke up late again and quickly did what i'm suppose to do and left house. i was suppose to meet xueli at about 7, but i was late. very late. about 7.20 then i reached the bus-stop. oops=P so we walked in together..and we met cchy the people. as we walked in, we found out that many of our squadmates have already reached the school..so we quickly changed into our u and fall in at the concourse. then we were splitted into our different groups. and i feel that it's very unfair. there's three girls in group 1, two girls in group 2 and me and xueli had to be all alone:( so sad..but nevermind, we can always make new friends. so there's the lecture..it's rather boring, but the sirs and the mdms giving the lecture will inject a bit of humour. and there's games. there were also some group discussion and we had to present. so we had lunch after this. during lunch, we had to change into our pt kit. and i was so unlucky..i forgot to bring my white socks. but the mdm was nice and she allowed me to wear black socks(: then after lunch, those who lost in the previos warm up game had to go in front. i was one of the 6. so we had to do somethings stupid like telling everyone one good point about u. so i said i was funny. and karen mdm changed it to humourous. ok..whatever. and in the end..the audience had to vote for the area 11 idol. you know what? it's as though people are voting for area 11 idiot! hahas..no lar..but it was really embarrassing..after that we had more lectures and a few games..debrief and then mass debrief and we all were dismissed. all those boys could not play soccer because the officers discourage them to do so..and so, to "waste" some time, our squad was made to carry bricks..but i thought my mum was coming already, so i left. neither did i know that, before my mom came, they finished they job and were dismissed. if i had known that they would finish so quickly, and my mom so slow, then i would have helped. more hands make light work. hahaas..but..nevermind. our group today was fun! and we bond well..the group was so high..and enthu. keep doing the "woo" sound..hahaas..that's our style!

Sunday, June 11, 2006 { 12:29 AM }

friday was the last activity for our NCOs. now they are called x ncos. we were suppose to reach there t 7, but i woke up late, so..i reached school at about 7.15 in the end. went there and wrote on the board..after that i was like polishing my boots away. then xueli they all like said something which made me feel so bad. "it's their last activity with us..and you now then start to polish your boots.." but i was hell busy the day before..ok. i'm finding excuses for myself. then we all went on to arrange the chairs for dont know what in the geog rm. we were fast i guess. and by the time we pitch the falg pole, arrange the chairs..and stuffs, we all changed into full u for the parade. first they gave out our ranks..then they gave all the awards like..best cadets and most contributing cadet and stuffs..then next was our performance. it was quite sad until the chicken dance..so funny(: then we had squad bonding session..so fun. and joyce gave out her letter to us..and the other NCOs gave their lil bk to us..after this was posting..we were all like so anxious. i wanna get sec 1 '06 squad..but..in the end i still didnt. they announced from the department heads..slowly to the squad taking..and all along, i didnt even hear or see my names..then it came to me that there's only three posts- secretary, vice chair and chair. then it's obvious that i can only be secretary..so i'm really it. haiz..i almost cried out when they asked me to stand..i finalli accepted it. it's my fate, my destiny. actually being a secretary is not that bad afterall..but i want to be a squad taking! hahaas..ignore me then. i'll work harder for it lar..
today i read some people's blog and they talked about them working together harmoniously..it made me feel lonely. it's like whatever i'm going to do, i'm going to do it all alone. nobody will be working with me afterall..i'm all alone SOON..haiz..

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 { 10:54 PM }

just returned from hong kong on tuesday night at about 1 plus. so tiring. the trip to hong kong was definitely fun and enjoyable. let me talk about the whole trip..and what we did. on the first day, we reached hong kong at about 2 plus. then we went to our campsite. the campsite is like so deserted and so in. we shared rooms. one room contained about 6-8 of us. and the place is like an apartment. each apartment have 3 rooms, two toilets and a living room thingy. that means in one apartment, there'll be about 18 people. the place was quite clean. so..we changed into our school uniform and set off for the school for dinner. there we were sitted in their hall. we had something called poon3 choi1. it's something like a big wok of food like duck meat, vegetables and stuffs, and we sat there to eat. we ate till we were so full and had to play games like 7 up and zong1 ji2 mi4 ma3 to finish it up. so funny. the dinner ended at about 9. we then went to buy our breakfast for tomorrow. after which, we went back to our so called apartment and had our debrief. it's held in our apartment lehs. hahaas..the next morning, we went to ylmass for school. we went there a bit to early so we sat at thier dont know what conference room. we waited until at about 10.45, we had their assembly. we were like so big deal so to say, because all of the students had to stand and wait until we all walked in..it's like so malu..hahaas..their assembly is different from us. they stand in a single roll. unlike us. so after that we were brought around the school. at about 12 we had this matching session. i was matched with a girl called ruby. she's very friendly, but i think she looked like someone. then it started to rain outside, but we still had to go out for lunch. we went out with bi ran and her buddy to this i think taiwan shop or dont know what to eat. te food there was nice but i wasted some because i was too slow. we went to their classroom for lesson after lunch and the people there is very friendly and fun. i sat beside ruby and her friend called sha sha. the first period was english taught by a native teacher. we had group discussion and it was fun. they talked a lot of rubbish which made it more enjoyable..just like in our class during grp discussion(: next period was boring..they had listening compre. soon it's time for us to part. we all went downstairs for some sport games..very bored. after that we went for an hour of shopping. nothing to buy lar there..so ex.we came back at about 6 for bbq. i didnt eat much..and was hungary at night. the third day we were suppose to like go for trekking, but then it rained, so we went new town shopping centre instead..nothing nice too. and i found out that the people there walk very fast. they knock into you dont need to say sorry de. at night we went trekking. so digusting. there's a lot of insects..eww..i hate them and i almost cried when i freaked out..we slept quite late i think..and we were made to write a compo because we were late this morning..haiz. we moved to ann balck guest house the next day. that day we visited many places like maybe the rail road thingy..and the housing thingy. at night we ate at some sichun restuarant and had our shopping at lady streets in hong kong. the things there was cheap. the next day we went disney land. so boring..there's only one roller ocaster. and we sat it for about 12 times. so funny..until the people there recognised us. hahaas. at night there was this firework performance and it was great. it made us all feel so blissful. later we wne tback to lady street to shop again. we reached the hotel at about 11 plus this time. the next day was the final day..and we allwent for some sightseeing...we reached the airport at about 5 and did some last min shopping..and then we barded the plane for singapore.
i really enjoyed the experience in hong kong. during this trip, we learnt how to mix with people we dont know. and in the end, from strangers, we became friends..it was so fun..hope we can go for such a trip again..